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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

sch-ed.. was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr boring!!! slept for 45 mins.. lesson inbetween.. blah blah.. den headed to mac.. dat woman is damn ap.. haha but jasmine managed to pissed her off.. HAHA.. den headed to xy's hse unknowingly.. game-ed and xueyi played her piano.. and randomly she started dancing.. hahhahahaha! superrrrr funny.. too bad she deleted e video.. and in e process of deleting it she broke my hp cover.. but nvm.. i wanted it to break anyway.. hahaha.. den slacked awhile and headed to bedok to meet esther n janice n headed to hs's hse.. cell grp.. blah blah blah.. den home-ed.. oh.. went to 201 to find qy as she wanted to buy sch.. hahahha.. she took quite long to decide.. den home-ed..

one by one, the memories return.


10:42 PM


Tuesday, October 23, 2007

ok.. had sch today.. super sian.. was disturbing darren wif xy but in e end let him sleep la.. see we so good.. den played cards wif jovin they all.. den home.. so fast seh today.. den walk xy home and headed to tm wif sy they all.. after dat tricked hy to go home and went to buy bday presentfor her.. after e super bumpy bus ride, i was totally worn out.. felt real giddy.. after dat felt beta oreadi.. bought e gift, walked ard and headed home..

why have u pardon me, forgive my iniquities.

a wind blew my big carpet away and everything came crashing on me.
like what lov said, i've been hiding too much. maybe it's time to let the wound heal.
to clear the stuffs under it.
too much left hidden, unspoken and unsettled.
save me from this tragedy.
i will still trust in You.


6:31 PM


Thursday, October 18, 2007

okie.. went to sch.. got results.. i realise my class weren't dat bad afterall.. except for magen la.. she's damn funny.. hahahha.. ok.. my class was kinda funny. okis vry funny.. hahaha.. wherever there's jun wei, there'll be laughter.. but he's irritating at times.. alright here's my results. this is e overall for everything..

english 63/100 b4
chinese 60/100 b4 (TYTYTYTY-----> CHINESE PRO =D)
literature 52/100 c6
maths 60/100 b4
science 55/100 c5
history 57/100 c5
home econs 60/100 b4
art 52/100 c6 (miracle dat i passed. dint do colour scheme and layout oso can pass. thank God man)

ok dat's my results.. did improve in my chinese n maths.. =DDD

cell was kinda.. okie.. tis time cant smoke thru.. lov caught me n shot me.. =(
otw home random thots came to my mind again.. missing u u and u.... i tried talkin to God.. but.. yeah.. i noe He's listenin.. but somehow.. ok nvm..



i miss you you and you so much......


10:13 PM


Wednesday, October 17, 2007

okie.. overslept today.. dat's why dint went to sch.. my dad la.. usually i will be woken up by my light.. my mum wld on it.. den my dad go off it.. end up i woke up at ard.. ok cant rmb.. ok here's my results.
eng paper 1 letter writing 16/20. paper 2 51.5/80.
chi paper 1 letter writing 13/20. compo 29/50. paper 2 33.5/50. overall 51.3/100
lit 50.5/100
maths 67/100 =D
sci 57/100


ok i'm satisfied wif my maths results.. e rest.. still ok la.. pass can le.. yup.. =)


7:58 PM


Saturday, October 13, 2007

okie.. shall blog bout ytd n today..
[ytd]
went to sch.. went to sci centre.. was kinda boring until me n xueyi saw tis frog.. tis recording thing.. lol.. we were entertain by dat.. we kept on recordin out laughter n voices.. haha den corey joined in wif michelle.. den watched tis movie or wad after dat.. it's lik bout bio.. seein all e things inside e body.. now i noe how great God is.. cant imagine how he made us lik tis.. so unique n special.. every single detail of us is so.. i dunno how to explain.. but it's really vry amazing to noe dat God create every cell in us.. after e movie or wadsoeva headed back to sch.. me n xueyi wanted to sneak out of sch wif hc but silva caught us.. tsktsk.. cos we're short.. so he knew dat we are lower secs.. so had to go to hall n watched tis korean wadeva movie.. after dat went to makan at fp den visit jovin.. headed home after dat and bathe n change den meet aerenia to help her.. pm after dat.

[today]
went for "bang bang bang" oikos.. wow.. dint expect wad i expected.. haha.. i tot it wld be boring.. see my grp members oso tot dat they were boring.. in e end still had fun la.. yup.. e ppl in my grp were friendly.. nice.. caring.. yup.. e games were still ok too.. i onli scored one goal and my grp members praised me.. lol.. maybe dat's one good point bout bein e youngest.. haha.. but wen playin captain's ball miss quite a no. cos yeah.. i was short.. ok dat's an disadvantage.. haha. overall everything was fine.. after e games had dinner n sharing.. haha.. i dint really share much but i really appreciate all e team members.. yup. w/o even one of them makes a bif diff.. yeah.. after dat played frisby wadeva e spelling is wif shuyi n steph for awhile.. den headed to mac slacked.. den home-ed.. was a tiring day lar.. long time since i touched sports.. yup..

really thank God for e ppl ard me..


10:21 PM


Thursday, October 11, 2007

shall blog bout ytd n today.
[ytd]
maths paper 2 was ok.. tink can pass ba.. =D den went home.. changed and went to meet xueyi n jasmine at lib bus stop to take bus to corey's hse.. reached her hse and we all got real hungry.. we ate wadeva we see and corey was lik 'take take'.. den we prepared e things for picnic n headed to prp.. e horses were real cute man.. wanna see go xueyi's blog.. they're beautiful.. den went to some shelter to set our things.. ok.. it was a bad start.. there were soooo many ants there and they started screaming.. -.- den i was bitten by so many ants.. i hate ants now u noe.. haha.. no offence xueyi. =X den we went to e seaside to play water.. ended up xueyi took photos of us.. oso dunno y.. den slacked there awhile n headed to corey's hse cos e sun was unbearable.. slacked there.. watched 2 vcd.. cant rmb e title.. den i gotta go off for cg while they went to feed horses.. =(((((((((( cg wasnt normal lessons.. each of us supposed to share deep stuff.. hah. i managed to smoked thru AGAIN.. hahhaa.. kkz den bus-ed home wif lovleen..

[today]
dint went to sch as wanted to sleep.. and today's post exams activities.. so it's kinda borin u noe.. rotted at home.. woked up at 11 plus.. tryin to find food.. no food.. =( k i go find food again goodbye peeps.


i'm fine. i really am.


1:38 PM


Monday, October 8, 2007

had maths paper first thing in e mornin.. i tot hist was first la.. although ms hidaya told us to take out our calculators i still tot it was hist.. ok..maths was quite easy.. maybe i can pass.. =D hist was hell man.. oh ya.. durin e break disturbed magen again.. hahaha! ok.. back to hist.. damn difficult.. dint study for it.. dun tink will pass.. after sch headed to some coffee shop makan den went to kfc study.. could u believe it?? i actually studied! for 2 hours plus some more.. first time eh.. not bein distracted too.. i tink i wun get distracted if i listen to music n study.. den e most irritating thing dat happen was dat stupid kid!!! argh!! i hate e shoe sound!! so damn irritating la.. den jasmine kept makin e sound.. sooooooooo irritating.. den xueyi, jasmine n jovin started crappin bout wad if everyone in e whole world talks dat sound n blah blah blah.. i bet i'll go mad and all my veins will burst n i'll die.. ok.. den studied again.. den headed home.. watched tv.. game-ed and now gonna study! :D

JIAYOU CHARIS! =D

i miss u so dearly. i miss u u n u.


10:04 PM


Saturday, October 6, 2007

went early in r mornin to co.. damn.. e environment is bad.. i'm facing e entrance n weneva someone opens e door i juz get distracted.. sorry eh steph n esther n janice.. i pms-ed.. sorry.. okie.. studied onli a BIT of maths.. den slacked for almost........5-6 hours there.. haha.. den.. went to kfc to study.. ended up laughin n talkin.. den walked ard thomson plaza.. bought some stuff.. den headed to co to study.. ended up laughin n playin.. lol..den qf came to find us a few mins b4 serv end.. den headed home.. bathed n here i am now.. yup..

CHARIS!!! STUDY PLEASE!!! STOP SLACKIN FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! ARGH... 1 MORE DAYS.................. U CAN DO IT CHARIS.. :D

i really miss u guys so much.. but at e same time i hate u guys too..


10:59 PM


Wednesday, October 3, 2007

sch.. was boring...... tried to study but ended up kenna scoldin from li nan again.. -.- she got nth beta to do.. after sch went to mac.. den headed home after dat.. here i am now.. short post today.. =)

still tryin to study.. but cant.. haha.. maybe will try harder.. no more slacking please charis.

help me to control my emotions. i tried but i cant.
i'm tryin not to hate u. so please, dun ask me out. leave me alone please i beg u.


4:44 PM


Tuesday, October 2, 2007

headed to sch.. e same lessons.. maths was boring again.. cher even acted lik she care.. *pui!* she care? ya right.. recessed.. den IT.. bullied berlyn.. =XX den home econs.. e cher is.. so damn act cute la.. tie e hair lik dunno wad.. den wear until.. yet she's old.. ok nvm.. den chi.. wa.. dat cher really make me angry sia.. hahaha.. she called me n xueyi's name for 5 times.. and we dint even hear.. cos melody was tellin us bout e genting fly fly escape thing.. damn scary la! anyone wanna noe come ask me.. lazy post.. lol.. it's juz damn disgusting and scary.. den was hist.. boring as usual.. end of sch went to lib to have lit remedial.. dint really did much work as there were other classes too and e guys were damn noisy.. cher still say is us.. dumb her.. den accompanied jovin to her hse to get money.. den headed to kfc.. tried to study.. but end up playin hp games? lol.. den headed home.. dint really study.. spent e whole day watchin tv n using com.. oh man.. i really gotta study.. but.. haiya.. i muz TRY.. juz a few more days and it's over.. =D


juz some random poems cher gave dat attracted my attention

Fog

The fog comes
on little cat feet
It sits looking
over habour and sky
on silent haunches
and then moves on


Fireworks

You hate me and I hate you,
And we are so polite, we too
But whenever i see you, i burst apart
And scatter the sky with my blazing heart.
In splits ans sparkles in stars and balls,
Buds into roses-and flares, and falls.

Scarlet buttons, and pale green disks,
Silver spirals and asterisks,
Shoot and tremble in a mist
Peppered with mauve and amethyst.

I shine in the windows and light up the trees,
All because I hate you, if you please.


like a faith needs a doubt


i tried.. i tried.. juz typing would hurt me. not sayin seeing u in person. how oh how.
i hate u guys. y muz u all said those stuff to her. y muz u all cause so much doubts. so much pain. i dun wanna hav anything to do wif u all. but i cant. isimply juz cant.


10:28 PM


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